I have a few good new friends, who are really fun to hang out with. I think I met my twin. We have the same hair color and think the same way about things and we like to do the same things. Her name is Liv, and I hope we're friends for a while.
Maura and Maggie came over the other night and I bleached Mo-mo's hair. And I apologized. Which is something I owed her because i was wrongfully un-cool with her for a bit there. She is honestly one of my better friends, and I keep burning bridges with people and i don't want to anymore.
I'm going vegan for a month with my friend Vienna's mom. I was also simultaneously going to do the Special K diet, but Special K has milk products in it, so that was a flop. I am desperately trying to get rid of these 10 pounds without purging or starving, but it's not working too well so far.
Lately I've been close with Gabe Stemmer, who I've known since kindergarten. We've been spending a lot of time together. He's like a gay best friend (sans the gay part, maybe. we're not sure yet.) which is nice to have. I think I've successfully replaced all the people I've lost.
Mary and I are cool again. I love her so much. I feel like I've been the worst friend in the world to her. I'm afraid to show affection to anyone. Even those who crave it and deserve it, like her. She deserves the world, I'm just sorry I can't give it to her.
She told me to grow up. I think I might just need to grow up.
Also, I've made a playlist on Project Playlist of my favorite songs.
Enjoy.
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